sometimes you find things and people that make you look twice at the world. the way you look at things. your attitudes.

meeting these people can change the colour of the trees in your and the weight of the atmosphere and the way birds sing.

people can spend their lives looking for these people but no. you cant seek them. if they're meant to come your way they will.

im not talking about soul-mates or finding the one or being in love.

no.

it can be anyone who changes your view on something. who educates/influences you to better yourself.

who opens your eyes that little bit wider to let more light in.

right now, at 6 minutes to 4 in the morning, lying on my bed i feel as if my eyes are fully open and every lumen of light is being taken in to my eyes like its food to the hungry.

i feel as if i can fix everything in peoples lives and the world, that i can talk to people to get rid of hate.
that i could spread the little things ive learned to my generation.

and i love this feeling. its perfect happiness crossed with fear. not seeing the world through rose tinted glasses but for what it is.

and there are a lot of problems out there.

on the other hand there are things that would make you so happy you could burst. like in mcdonalds tonight, at 12:30, there was an old old couple eating chicken nuggets together. fuck knows why, but that shit makes me so happy.

i think the biggest tragedy of all is that when i go to sleep tonight and subsequently wake tomorrow morning, this feeling will be gone an i will return to the relative upside down normality of my life.

night people.

wont be neglecting this as much as i have recently

Marcus